I don't know if it's the sun outside, the speaker I heard yesterday in faculty meeting, or the great sex - but I feel like the clouds have been lifting from my shoulders over the last week or so.
I like my job again. *sigh of relief. I think it's important and I want to do a good job. Perhaps teaching simply is a rollercoaster and you get through the low swoops just to get to the high ones. The speaker yesterday spoke with fervor and humor. She made me remember why I'm important in this muddled system of education. I can make a difference here.
I feel like I'm beginning to acclamate to all of these life changes too. Taking the dog out in the morning is becoming fun rather than a chore. Spending the weekend with S reminded me about how kids just want love and attention, and I'm more than happy to give the girls that. I can learn how to make meals for a family, and it can be fun. This will be the first Easter I get to hide eggs and Easter baskets. Doesn't that sounds like a blast?
I guess I just feel hope again. I can do this.
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